Hi welcome to my blog

So i haven't bloged for a long time :p why I don't know mayhap i had nothing i really wanted to say. i just resently graduated high school and it feels quite good to leave alot of the nastiness that plagued my school life behind me. However it is still rather hard to except that i am no longer in a school envireoment.it is actually quite scary really.. as for 13 years my soul motivation for waking up in the morning was because i had to go to school. as much as i said oh i hate it its boring and horrid. but now i begin asking myself...was it really all that bad it gave me a motivation to wake up and try my best(although i didn't always do that) gave me some meaning and structure to my day. iv been graduated for 2 days and already i feel the emptiness and longing for school. i find myself thinking..if i could go back in time id do everything different and possibly change to course of my life. id have gone into heating and air conditioning repair and learned a trade instead of a graphics deisign course that i was no good at. in short i feel that i have actually wasted my high school years being concerned about the imiture high school bullshit that started in junior high. those years i gave into that an i became a vary bad person up in till high school when i vowed to change personality and morely i did..however i can not shake the feeling that i could have been SO MUCH MORE. welcome to my blog I'm Chad Hicks quick facts about me 1: i love photography. 2:i am mixed raced(both black and white) 3I have a dream of owning a bar/ restrunt.